enchanting memories

i too kept my side of the deal

2007-05-25T18:26:00.000+08:00

HELLO!

across the causeway & into the heartlands of JB!

2007-05-19T23:24:00.000+08:00

the journey to JB was an obnoxious one.
it all began with a long train ride from toa payoh to kranji before boarding bus 170 to woodlands checkpoint.
i was rather skeptical about getting caught in a jam.

getting stucked in a LONG queue was a dread.
after clearing the custom, we were here - our destination.
i was amused at the sign boards along the underground tunnel.
it read - Welcome to a healthy city of JB.
after much scrutiny, i beg to differ.
with stains on walls and dirty drains? healthy city?

lunch was a plate of baked cheese chicken companied with a glass of oreo cino blended.
oooh la la. scrumptious.
shopping was next!
i bought some tee and long pants.

our attempts to smuggle chewing gum was foregone.
the ploy to do so was discovered by the police.
and i was thrown into a frenzy when we were asked to surrender the chewing gum.
MY BELOVED CHEWING GUM. how i longed for you.
guess what the policeman did?
they copied our particulars, informed us that they ( the chewing gums ) will be destroyed on the spot.
the word destroyed in this context means they tore the box, rip it apart and dump the packets of chewing down down the rubbish bin.
i bet those kukunaden police will be DAMN happy to devour on free chewing gum.
they would prolly go, WAH. we have free gums. can save money on tea break. SHIOK ah.
also, they gave us this pamphlet about the ban of certain products.
GEES.

dinner was great too.
had it with my aunt.
grilled fish with other dishes!
YUMS.

what a saturday!

NDP 2007

2007-05-19T22:38:00.000+08:00

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a gratuitious insult

2007-05-18T22:58:00.000+08:00

alas! the day i have been in anticipation for.
everybody, shout along with me: IT'S A FRIDAY!
oh boy. i love fridays cause i knocked off from school at 1pm.
i would normally head to bugis for some aijisen ramen before tugging my tired legs back home.
but, the plan for today was different.

the classmates and i took a long ride on the train from tampines all the way to town.
and it cost a bomb for me on train rides ( as i wasn't on concession )
however, because it was SIEW MIN's big day, i shall not whine about it.
initially, we were supposed to eat at suki located at cine.
but, it was packed. and there were 16 people.
so, we settled for swensens.
for the very first time, i devour on a plate of salmon & mushroom baked rice.
it was scrumptious!
i never once like the taste of salmon, as of now, i'm begging a different opinion.

walked down the streets of orchard and into paragon.
baba & i wanted to look at the crumpler bags as we have the intention of buying one.

and this, my friend, is my current orgy.
i need money if i were to purchase it.
I SO BADLY NEED A PART TIME JOB.

anyone wants to hire a corpulent dude?

the beginning of an end

2007-05-17T23:37:00.000+08:00

i stumbled.
i tumbled.
and i crumbled.

days have been rather melancholic.
am i glad this week is coming to an end!
friday's just round the corner & i can't wait to embrace the weekends man!
i'm in anticipation for a short get away to JB over the weekends yo!
*flashes WIDE smile*

(:

despite the pressure building its way to the top and the entrance of stress, somehow or rather, i'm still able to cling onto a glimmer of hope and take things in my stride.
no doubt what lies ahead would not be easy, i know i can walk through this come what may.

today was relatively alright i supposed.
i could say, the quiz went pretty much fine.
hope to attain a pass grade though.
in order to escape the clutches of stress, my classmate & i laugh hard at our silly, lame jokes.
it may sound a little ludicrous, but hey! we need to de-stress too.
thank you for making my day!
you know who you are. HEH.

i'm in the midst of rushing an assignment due for submission tomorrow.
i could not help but deviate myself to blogger and blog!
blogging seems to have become a daily chore.
a daily routine. a must DO thing.
in fact, i'm always in the i know i have no time, but i felt the need to blog kinda mood.

be off now. stay nice alright? smell you soon!

=D

bruised. but not broken

2007-05-16T22:04:00.000+08:00

as i logged onto blogger this evening, i was taken aback.
for what seems to be screwed isn't screwed anymore.
blogger is up & running! ( like finally.. )
the navigations are in working condition, the tool bars are in place etc
viola! i could not comprehend why they took such a long time to debug the errors.

-
life seems to have taken its toll on me as i flung my first quiz of this semester.
totally screwed it like driving a nail into a wall.
IP addressing has always been my trump card.
but now, look at the dired state im in.
great. OH SO GREAT. *stretches out hands and wave goodbye to attaining a GPA of 4
have been feeling a little despondent these days.
seems to me i'm really vulnerable to cursing and swearing these days.
vulgar words would naturally be spilled whenever i felt pissed.
i don't know why & i don't know how.
but i'm susceptible to stress.
OH GOODNESS GRACIOUS.

on a brighter note, a hearty meal at subway lifted my spirits (a little).
read this may ee & yong lin.
you girls still owe me lunch at subway.
& nw that there is a branch at toa payoh, you girls better be sure you date me out.
HEH.

did i mention i have signed up for guitar lessons?
no? well, now you have been informed.
so much for being a procrastinator, the classmates & i were so keen in signing up for guitar lessons.
it was postpone and delayed due to my busy schedule.
( what to do! i earn big bucks ya noe. chuckles* )
this means, my thursdays nights would be occupied by guitar lessons.
& i intend to learn how to play the drums too.
anyone wish to teach me for FREE?
(:

also, there has been a virus lurking in the school's computer.
FLASHY as they name it.
its a virus that messes with your thumbdrive, corrupting every files you have saved.
i caught the virus this afternoon in the library and i was like, FCUK man.
can TP do something about it?
now i'm really paranoid and would think twice when i lay hands on a computer.

-

for now, i'm gonna be really random.
i'm sure many of u are aware girls would go through gastric due to mensus.
i saw my sister wallowed in pain.
it was unfathomable.
felt like needles plus nails, coupled with a knife piercing through the entire body.
that is so eerie.

okie dokes. time for me to go.
oh yes, bump into masnurie today.
seems like stress has caught up with us eh, woman?
i can see pimples trying to find its spot on ur face.
nah, your not alone. i'm having this mild pimples outbreak too.
does anyone know how to eradicate blemish?

got a quiz tomorrow!
hope i dont screw things up again.
(:

good night fellow earthlings.

everything's so fictitious

2007-05-15T21:52:00.000+08:00

life's a bitch.
with 2 quizzes to sit for this week coupled with the piling of assignments & projects,
what more can i ask for?

i'm lamenting for a long break i tell ya.
and i'm in anticipation for the june holidays to come!

i'm outta here.

of grey skies and cloudy day

2007-05-14T00:30:00.000+08:00

fuck you and all this shit.

the workload is rather taxing i have to admit.
no amount of energy could keep me going.
not even a slightest bit could do me any good.
i feel like popping in tons of sleeping pills and just sleep my time away.

fuck.

i really got no mood to continue blogging.
not when blogger is still fucking screwed.

sorry, i just got carried away with the f word.

=(

keep me drowning in your love

2007-05-13T11:55:00.000+08:00

the afternoons on a wet saturday was spent in the lecture theatre catching my dearest filzah in action!
she was part of her school's production, Othello.

"Hell and night must bring this monstrous birth to the world's light" - Lago

blogger is still screwing up on me.
the blank space for typing your post is at the bottom of the page with all the navigations lining up in a single row.
what's worst was, most of the navigations are not in working condition.
i wonder am i the only one experiencing such a problem.

IT'S A SUNDAY!
the weekend slips by in the speed of light.
for all we know, monday just's round the corner.
and this week, i have 2 quizzes to sit for.
dread dread dread.
moreover, projects are due and i'm suppose to teach.
i'm so not ready for this.

it has began to rain as i'm blogging.
ARGH.
and i'm suppose to get my bum off to church.

AND OH, HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY my dearest mummy.
you know you meant the world to me.
i love you!
i shall spare myself from spilling those mushy words that could make one fell touched and teared.

all right folks.
till then, i'm off to church!

saturday night's drunken dreams

2007-05-12T01:24:00.000+08:00

if that aint love, then i don't know what love is

i'm pretty much astounded at the fact that eerah edited the above photo.
what came rushing in my mind was, are you sure she did that all by herself?
HEH.
not trying to underestimate your abilities.

(:

HELLO readers.
please pardon my negligence as this blog was left on hiatus for 4 days.
well, i have been busy with school & all. ( what's new... )

finally took time off to catch spiderman 3!
it was breathtaking, full of emotions & splendidly wonderful!

have tons of projects to do over the weekends.
i don't know where to start.
i feel so lost at this instance.

gonna be down at nyjc this afternoon.
catching FIFI in action!
let's hope i will be on time in meeting the babes.
*crosses fingers

i hate blogger.
its fcuking screwed.

i'm outta here. good night fellow homo sapiens!

ease your emotional burden

2007-05-08T10:17:00.001+08:00

Do you remember your primary and secondary school days, when you had to trudge to and from school every day carrying a back-breaking haversack, clutching a bunch of books in one arm, with a water bottle slung over your shoulder? What a heavy burden that must have been for your little young body!

And although we probably don’t tax our bodies with such loads as adults (not on a regular basis anyway), most of us still carry around burdens of a different kind. These burdens we cannot see or touch, but they weigh us down just the same, preventing our hearts and minds from finding greater joy and peace of mind.

These emotional burdens mainly consist of regrets over what we wanted to happen but didn’t, agony over past events that we wished never happened, resentment for people we feel have done us wrong, who didn’t show us the respect we expected, or didn’t love us the way we wanted them to.

These things are like invisible claws that keep our spirits anchored to the ground. We find that we cannot be happy or peaceful for very long because they keep returning to haunt us.

Regret and resentment are the biggest adversaries of our happiness. They have so much power over us because we cannot bring ourselves to forgive the people we begrudge, because we cannot forgive ourselves, because we cannot let go of the past. We continue to hold regret and resentment towards others because, bizarrely, we feel that in this way, we can somehow make them suffer. But it’s no skin off their noses. In the meantime, our own bitterness persists. It’s cruel irony that in trying to get back at others, we only end up hurting ourselves.

The only way you can reduce or get rid of regret and resentment is to forgive. Forgive the ones whom you feel have trespassed against you. Forgive yourself for the things you did, for the things you didn’t do. Forgive the circumstances, events and conditions you thought led to your situation. Remember that bearing grudges hurts no one but you.

Besides, it’s never clear-cut if someone or something is completely responsible for our situation. It’s often a combination of factors. We judge harshly because we do not see the mitigating reasons. And whether we know it or not, we ourselves have hurt or let others down before. If we can so clearly see the misdeeds others have perpetrated against us, surely others can just as vividly see the offences in us. Which one of us can claim to have no flaws, to have never acted selfishly or in a fit of anger?

Purge your soul of the toxins of regret and resentment and embrace greater joy and peace.

watch me crumble and fall

2007-05-07T00:33:00.000+08:00

lethargy has certainly caught up with me as i returned home from school today.
it was like any ordinary day, where the scorching hot sun was at its darn-est.
sometimes, i wish the weather man could be magnanimous.
let the rain and the sun be in place at a right timing.
OH! WHY DON'T YOU LET IT SNOW INSTEAD.

seems to me a slight fever had overwhelmed me as i laid back on the sofa to take a breather.
are these signs of me falling ill?
i certainly hope not.
i have tons of work waiting for me to complete.

plans of swimming with my classmate tomorrow had to be called off.
and i wonder if this classmate of mine is mad at me.
despite the fact i have msn-ed him twice, there were no replies.
all i could say is that, i'm sorry.

=(

ate an awfully gross watermelon.
yuck.

i'm in a bad shape.
i need sleep.

shall pen off now

in advocacy

2007-05-06T00:52:00.000+08:00

it has dawned on me recently what a procrastinator i've been.
often i would exclaimed excitedly how i yearn to do this and that.
yet there were no actions.

take for example, guitar lessons my classmates and i intend to sign up.
it backfired due to my slow response and busy schedule.
was it due to my pride or what?
why aren't there any actions from me?
as the saying goes, action speaks louder than words.

sunday was fine.
woke up early for sunday school before getting my bum down to church.
i almost dozed off in the middle of the sermon.
today's sermon was all about prayer.

(:

i shall be gone now.
gotta rush to complete an assignment.

in surreal

2007-05-05T00:54:00.000+08:00

one frickin' funny page off the mag 8 days.
( talk about ben & jerry's, i haven't been savoring on their ice creams!
anyone wants to fufill my daily dosage of ice cream? )
i've been an avid fan of the "last page"
kudos the the team at 8 days!

(:

she ain't my steady, she's my friend.
i still love her though she can be kinky and cranky at times.
LOL!

=D

-

it's a saturday!
and i'm blogging at 2.13am.
shouldn't i be in bed?
why am i still here?

APPENDUM

i was ransacking my drawer this afternoon when i chanced upon things that brought back memories.

take for example, felle's letter.
one that would definitely put smiles on my face.

(:

and then, there were cards written by michelle & yong lin respectively.
thank you so much for your efforts girls.
your cards would probably stick with me through whatever.
that is for sure.

=D

not to forget, my toy GARFIELD!
the aforementioned was a gift from my fellow secondary school friends.
i shall not say names. lest i missed out a few.

last but not least, the photo that is everlasting.
taken at pitstop cafe during a class gathering.
what fond memories yo!

-

a tussle between the real and the reel

2007-05-04T01:22:00.000+08:00

You Are An ESFJ
The Caregiver

You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first.
A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change.
You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project.
You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people.

You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher.

How You Are In Love

You fall in love quickly and easily. And very often.

In relationships, you tend to be a bit selfish.

You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time.

You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change.

You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard.

Your Sensitivity Score: 56%

As far as sensitivity goes, you're a lot more in tune than most people.
You can't help but be touched by what's around you - good and bad.
But when things do get really bad around you, you are strong enough not to break down.

You Are a Life Blogger!

Your blog is the story of your life - a living diary.
If it happens, you blog it. And make it as entertaining as possible.

Your Worry Factor is 35%

You worry a little, but you usually don't go overboard.
You know it's good to recognize your fears, as long as you let go of them.
So whenever you start to worry too much, just take a deep breath and relax.
You're not the worrying kind - and there's no reason to start.

-

i do not know if i am bored or whatsoever, but one thing's for sure. i did the above quizzes purely out of fun.
the results are amusing! what say you?
some of them which i feel rather apprehensive about.
oh wells.

(:

it saddens me somehow to know i might be the only one who has not caught spider man 3.
anyone wants to be my companion in the theatre? i promise i won't finish the pop corns.
and i may consider paying for your ticket.
isn't that a good deal?
HEH.

i seriously need sleep to keep the energy going and the fire burning.
moreover, i can feel the pressure building up as more projects are assigned.
i am so reluctant to submit them on time.

off to bed.

maybe it's best you leave me alone

the escape

2007-05-03T23:02:00.001+08:00

I made my way to the exit

And opened the door
To cross the threshold of fantasy
And enter into a realm of impossibility

Where golden flowers dance
On an infinite evergreen meadow
Where dinosaurs are bursting with mirth
In a world without a shadow

The sky seamlessly alternates its colour
Topaz, ruby, sapphire, crimson, saffron
Punctured with several large holes
From which divine beams of light enter

In the bliss of my discovery
I levitate off the ground
Utterly amazed with no time for recovery
With no hesitation to soar in the sky

In the midst of my liberation
I marvel at the magical land
Found a place I called paradise
And laments on its illusory existence

all the world is waiting for the sun

2007-05-02T15:15:00.000+08:00

i could hear the splitter splatter of the raindrops from afar as i crawled out of bed at 6 this morning.
it felt like a monday to me.
and certainly, i was having the blues.

guess what? i was on my way to the bus stop when i caught sight of my bus.
i began walking hastily in a bid to catch the bus to school.
however, i was too slow and the bus had already drove off.
i was hoping the next bus would come along and indeed it came a few seconds later.
BUT, the best damn thing was, i missed the bus, yet again.
DAMN IT LA.
i think it was because i took my own sweet time to walk.
with the rain making things worst.

next, i waited for bus 23 for 20 minutes!
i was already rushing against time yet the frequency of the bus isn't of help at all.
and so, i stupidly continued waiting patiently in the shelter i seeked refuge at.
yeeling called and informed me she was in school already.
and i told her my situation.
my last resort was to take a cab.
so, i cabbed down to school, with the fare amounting to $8.90
HEARTACHE AH!

lessons were relatively alright.
i was yawning my time away.
i would love to thank BI XIA for helping me with my art piece.
THANKS ALOT! i owe you big time man.

i need sleep.
i'm tired.
good night world!

(:

the evolution of time

2007-05-01T00:30:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LABOUR DAY!

did you know, my blog turns 2 today as well?
just in case you haven't realise, *points to the archive*
it has been 2 years since i crave a niche in blogging.
i ahve to admit i would often burst out loud in laughter whenever i read my past posts.
they are oh-so-stupid.
they depict of the days of me being naive and childish.
as years gone by, you would have realised i've ditched singlish and tried my bestest best to blog in proper sentences ( although grammar mistakes are inevitable )
i don't fancy myself being the next wendy cheng aka XIAXUE or even dawn.
for i know exactly where i stand and my linguistic standard.

(:

here's a brief history of my blog:
curiousity got me started in the school library.
i was then, a demure secondary 3 student.
i remebered vividly yong lin & rusyda were there to help me with the blogskin.
it was through them that i learned the ropes of changing blogskins.
benjamin poops played a vital role by coming out with the blog URL.
it was formerly known as www.adulation-precise.blogspot.com
( the URl above is still in existence. )
then, on came www.the-other-end-of-the-world.blogspot.com after i got sick and tired with the old one.
eventually, i settled on the current blog link and stick through it.

there you have it!
a little bit of background about my blog.

the afternoons were spent at my grandmother's hse visitng my distant cousin who happened to came by singapore for a visit.
it was also my cousin's birthday celebration.

in the evening, i took time off and met nad & rahmat for dinner.
time spent catching up was indeed precious.
we had our crazy time at popular laughing at this dude whose voice sounds annoying.
i even had the time to sent nad home.
SEE! i'm such a nice person.
HEH. nad's estate is eerie. talking about it sends shivers down my spine man.

and that is my labour day for you.
school's at 8am tomorrow.
DANG! i have to get up at 6am.
what an unearthly hour.

(:

when you said nothing at all

2007-04-30T18:12:00.000+08:00

the above was the conversation i had with ferps ( better known as felle to all )
it was eons ago since we last spoke.
and i managed to be one of the few who spoke to felle online!
( apart from eerah and ben for which i heard )
no amount of words could express how i missed her dearly.
come back online soon woman and let's head out for dinner someday.

(:

it's amusing how one can actually bump into a person 3 times in a row.
for the record, i bump into this SA guy in the bus for 3 times!
he lives opposite my block and gradually, he would need to board the same bus as i am.
but why a guy? i am no gay.
why not my angel? speaking of which, i have not met her for some time. i wonder how is she doing.
*ponders
( please do not think too far or read into what was mentioned above, i'm still single and available. it was all but just a crush i had. )

also, i managed to clear doubts about this dude who happened to be in the same church as moi.
like me, he happened to have a twin brother.
and i could, without further ado, conclude he is studying in temasek poly.
such pure coincidence.
it was during the exam period for which i bump into him at the bus stop.
it dawn on me somehow as i wondered why would he be there.
well, not tt all is rectified.

school has been pretty much fine.
i'm oh so looking forward to labour day tomorrow

off to bed.

over the hills & far away

2007-04-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

i could smell the sweet aroma of sunday as it awaits me.
school's been rather hectic.
but i'm still thanking god for it.
(:

head down to church and met up with the churchies.
had a great time catching up with them.

life's been dull i must admit.
i realised i've been slacking off from school work lately.
coupled with me skipping lectures and so on.

THIS IS SO NOT HAPPENING MAN.

oh wells, probably it's just the very first week back at school.
we shall see what happens in the coming week.

school's tomorrow!
as usual, dread dread dread.
i've got a couple of projects for me to look forward to.
so what's good about school besides the mates?

the end of april & the coming of may

2007-04-28T14:29:00.000+08:00

i was browsing through the calendar when today's date caught hold of my eye.
28 April 2007, Saturday.
in approximately 2 more days, or rather, in exactly TWO more days,
a brand new month would be here.
i began to ponder the elusiveness of time and how it often escape one's clutches.
we would always complained about the lack of time and how we yearned to have more than 24 hours a day.
have you ever wonder how & why time slips by in a nick of time?
did it occur to you why do you have the urge to demand more time for this & that?

---

okie dokes. that was random indeed.
i just typed out whatever i have in my thoughts.
it's a SATURDAY!
i'm gonna be a good boy ( once a good boy, always one! no kidding yo ) today and be a homebody.
why you may ask.
i intend to start researching for my projects.
[ AIYO ALFRED, WHY YOU SO KIASU. ]
well, in order to put my mind at ease, i have decided to spend quality time, doing research for my projects.
told you i'm a GOOD boy.

have a splendid saturday everybody!

and the sky shuddered incessantly

2007-04-27T18:02:00.000+08:00

check this out!
all hail to my creation yo!
it was part of mobile & computing lessons that began as early as 8am!

-

i guess it's time to update this inactive, partially dead blog.
having to leave it saturated for many frickin' days, i see the need to update once again.

it's raining, it's pouring, the goose and ducks are falling.
the rain is effing unpleasant.
it was pouring muttons & beef today.
no, make that cats, dogs, muttons, beef & chickens too.
i was on my way home after lunch today when i got myself all wet.
think of a drenched "chicken" and you will comprehend what i meant.
3 consecutive cars ( 2 cars and a LORRY!to be precise ) drove past me.
CRAP.

first week of school went by in a jiffy.
it was TIRING, HECTIC, OBNOXIOUS, ( insert angst statement here ).
what's new eh?
having been through 2 semesters in the first year, i must say, life in poly is not a smooth sailing journey.
despite the many attempts of shoving my work aside and suffocate myself with fun, i managed to pull through the first year.
with much gratitude to GOD the father for his grace and wisdom.

i'm gonna get cliche yet again, TGIF!
putting it simply, thank god it's friday!
it is the gateway to the weekends and i'm pretty much looking forward to it.
(:

i was suppose to meet the churchies for cell today.
& because of a sudden headache which occurred out of the blue,
i had to be excused.

i shall not talk about school.

hello, projects,assignments, quizzes & tests, I guess I'll be forced into making several bookings with you hotties within the next two weeks.

symphony of modern humanity

2007-04-25T14:11:00.000+08:00

life may have its ups & downs.
but, here is something that keeps me going.
and because i'm NICE, i will share.

=D

--

Life doesn’t promise to be easy-going always. It will, of course, throw you into an abyss of despair at times. But that’s never the end of the road. Rise up and start afresh. Keeping hope is one sure-fire way to cope up with failures. Learn from your follies and move on. For, there’s no going back…only looking forward !

does it matter to you at all?

2007-04-24T14:06:00.000+08:00

what do you know about your name?
well, here's what i do know about my name.
read the extract below.

ALFRED
Gender: Masculine
Usage: English, French, Scandinavian, German, Polish
Pronounced: AL-fred (English), al-FRED (French), AHL-fret (German, Polish) [key]

Derived from the Old English element ælf "elf" combined with ræd "counsel". Alfred the Great was a 9th-century king of Wessex who fought unceasingly against the Danes who lived in the northeast of England. He was also a scholar, and he translated many Latin books into Old English. His popularity helped to ensure the usage of this name even after the Norman conquest (when most Old English names were replaced by Norman ones).

has it ever occur to you the origin of your name & why your parents would name you Tom, Dick or Harry?
take time to think & learn to appreciate the goodness in life,
no matter how despair you may be.

good tuesday!

when it all falls apart

2007-04-23T13:01:00.000+08:00

People need people and friends need friends

And we all need love for a full life depends
Not on vast riches or great acclaim
Not on success or on worldly fame
But just in knowing that someone cares
And hold us close in their thoughts and prayers
For only the knowledge that we're understood
Makes everyday living feel WONDERFULLY GOOD

And we rob ourselves of life's greatest need
When we 'lock up our hearts' and fail to heed
The outstretched hand reaching to find
A kindred spirit whose heart and mind
Are lonely and longing to somehow share
Our joys and sorrows and to make us aware
That life's completeness and richness depends
On the things we share with our loved ones and friends

-

call me a cheapo whatsoever. yes, i admit i ripped this off from the internet.
but, it speaks volumes i tell ya.
READ THAT!

first day of school was TIRING!
( as usual, nothing is new )
( hear me scream, shout & blah blah blah )
even as the first lecture began, signs of fatigue took hold of me.
this semester ain't gonna be easy i have to admit.
there are tons of work waiting for me to complete.
i guess, that is what poly is all about.

school's starting at 1pm tomorrow!
*jumps up & down
i'm glad the school have gotten rid of the 8am time slot in order for me to enjoy my sleep.

i'll be gone now.
pls continue to drop by & leave your tag so i can "feel" your presence alright?
cheers!

=D

will somebody come take me home?

2007-04-22T23:48:00.000+08:00

hello readers! yours truly is back.
no, i have not forsaken this blog.
it was left saturated for a moment due to my ignorance and negligence

after months of merry making, it's time to get back to reality.
yes, undoubtedly, reality is harsh.
holidays are officially over and school's in.
oh bothers!

the timetable is out and i'm not loving a single bit of it.
it's madness!
i got understanding arts as my IGS
ME? ARTS?
neh neh neh
i can't do arts.
that's for sure.

here's a little synopsis i got off the school's website:

Understanding Art

This subject provides you with the knowledge and skills to understand the visual arts and its relevance to society and culture. In lectures and tutorials, the subject will engage in issues such as the nature of art, how art is analysed and evaluated, processes of art-making, various forms and mediums and the place of art in our lives. Important periods of art history will also be discussed. In addition, you will be introduced to art experiences as you create your own works of art and learn to express yourself via artistic forms.

1. You are expected to be actively involved in hands-on projects/assignments.
2. You are required to watch performances as part of the subject. Payment for these performances will be borne by you. Some of these performances may take place in the evening.

will the journey ahead be smooth sailing?
does a jolly ending beckon?

life's thinking about you

i wanna get away, to our sweet escape

2007-04-18T01:00:00.000+08:00

1.01am
yet another post at an unearthly hour.
i've just gotten news that my timetable would be out today at 10am.
( yes. TSK all you can. laugh and remarked the slow poke-ness of temasek )

i reckon the system to start lagging at 9am as typical students from temasek poly would start logging in to the website to check out their timetable.
i mean, who doesn't wish to find out how the second phase in poly would be liked? right?
( or am i wrong to say it will lag? )
( oh no. on second thoughts, maybe it won't lag )
( ah whatever. )

-

met up with 3 lovely babes for dinner tonight.
i'm always the thorn among the roses.
gees, when can i really start hanging out in a group with equal number of boys and girls
*ponders
cam-whoring session failed as the spot we wanted was filled with harmless ants.
and i got home earlier than expected.
( echoes a WOW please )
i don't really consider myself a late-body.
but these days, i've been returning home late.
as such, the yakking commence.
you know what i mean.

sometimes, i really wonder why my parents are so inquisitive, unreasonable and do not do what they preached.
it's a must we honour our parents. however, i feel the need for them to understand our situations.
ever since i entered poly, i don't really open up much to my parents. why?
it's not that i don't trust them. miscommunication often occur and as a result, leaving me pissed and irritable.
and in such occasions, i feel the need to scream my top and vent out my frustrations.
there's a limit to one's patience and when i really had enough, i'm serious.
i can wag a war and argue my way through.
BUT, time and again i would questioned myself, is this all worthwhile?
do i have to painstakingly go through the torment and caused a stirr?
with repercussions of bitter sweet memories?
i would rather choose another way out - to swallow my pride and bury all the anguish deep down in my heart.

i've learn to be strong after every trial and how forgiveness could smoothen one's journey.
it's not easy to forget something that hunt you in the past or memories that brought back distress.
would you rather remain in the world of hurt or get out and start afresh?
think about it.

life can really deal you a huge blow; often at the wrong time and moment.
that is life for all of us; unfair, uncertain & unpredictable.

good night fellow homo sapiens. it's time to hop onto bed for my much needed sleep.

=D

IN THE SPOTLIGHT WEDNESDAY

2007-04-18T00:51:00.000+08:00

They were recently slammed by the press for their raunchy remarks on air;

yet nothing could deterred them from being the most downright hilarious pair on radio.

Cute, cuddly and sexy ( maybe ) Justin together with his partner in crime, Vernon A helms the 6-10am slot on 987fm.

Better known as Muttons In The Morning, they could be the source of joy in your mundane life!

Feeling blue on a monday?
Grouchy the entire week?
Felt you need a smooth ride to work coupled with today’s TODAY newspaper along with breakfast to brighten up your day?

Seek refuge in THE MUTTONS today!

Expect total irrelevance from the duo as they shake up your mornings like no other and prepared to get MUTTONED. That’s all just the tip of an iceberg. What makes them tick is their wake up calls, musical takes on the week’s happenings and other segments that would definitely put a smile on your face. ( NO KIDDING )

Find yourself immense in the world of the muttons and I reckon your gonna love their company. Once you have taken a couple of punches and you will realized they are not made of glass.

For more, check them out at www.podcast.sg .

Read their outdated blogs to get to know them better! ( partly due to their negligence because of work schedules which resulted in a saturated state ) at www.moblog.com.sg/987fm

Love them, hate them. You decide.

caught in the grips of love

2007-04-17T10:51:00.000+08:00

The average woman would rather have beauty than brains, because the average man can see better than he can think.

it was a wet tuesday. yes, i see the pouring of ducks and goose coming;
yet it did not deterred us getting our butts down to east coast for a ride.
the rates for rental was oh so cheap.
we paid 4 dollars for 2 hours.
to top it off, we were provided with a bottle of distilled water each.
i have to admit, the taste of distilled water is irksome.

we were thrown into a roller coaster ride with the coming of the rain so unexpected.
as we started to ride off from the rental shop, a drizzle started out of the blue.
most of us were caught off guard and continued our way as we assumed the rain wouldn't come.
true enough, on came the rain at full force.
we cycled all the way to the nearest shelter to seek refuge.
it was all so dramatic.
well, at least there were time for pictures!

-

met up with munirah for dinner at suntec.
we spent the rest of the evening catching up, reminiscing the days.

and this was my day for you.

TICKLE ME TUESDAY

2007-04-17T10:44:00.000+08:00

Dear God

A little boy wanted $100 badly and prayed for two weeks but nothing happened.

Then he decided to write God a letter requesting the $100. When the postal authorities received the letter addressed to God, USA, they decided to send it to President Bush.

The President was so impressed, touched, and amused that he instructed his secretary to send the little boy a $5.00 bill.

President Bush thought this would appear to be a lot of money to a little boy.

The little boy was delighted with the $5.00 and sat down to write a thank you note to God, which read:

Dear God,

Thank you very much for sending the money, however, I noticed that for some reason you had to send it through Washington D.C. and, as usual, those crooks deducted $95.00.

-

FOOD FOR THOUGHT MONDAY

2007-04-16T15:31:00.000+08:00

Keeping Your Relationship Fresh and Strong

Many relationships deteriorate with time, just as muscles atrophy over a long period of under-usage. The principle is the same – just as muscles are built and maintained by consistent exercise, relationships need to be massaged regularly to keep them fresh and strong. The tips I’m about to share with you will not be news to you (in fact, you’ll probably remember frequently using them during the courtship or “honeymoon” phase), but it’s surprising just how many couples fail to employ them to keep their relationships healthy.

First of all, maintain eye contact with each other. When you look deeply into someone else’s eyes, you’re communicating a powerful commitment, a presence of mind that says “I am here for you, I am listening to you, I am interested in you.” Eye contact with each other is usually one of the first things to go and it’s virtually imperceptible; most couples don’t even realize that they can go for days even without actually looking into each other’s eyes.

Next, always let your spouse know that he or she is important to you. You may like to verbalise it or you might express it in other ways, it’s up to you, but make sure that you consistently send signals to your spouse that you appreciate having him or her in your life.

Don’t take anything for granted. Appreciate every little thing your spouse does for you, whether it’s picking the baby up from your in-laws every day, cooking your favourite dish, driving you to work, doing the laundry, or cuddling in bed. All the things they do for you, that they really don’t have to, are little reminders of just how much you mean to them. Don’t be deaf to these reminders.

Next, keep up the physical contact with each other; and I don’t mean just sex. Small gestures like hugs, gentle hand squeezes, your arm around her waist during walks, or head massages send powerful, reinforcing messages to your spouse that help keep the passion alive. These are things we usually don’t do with family members or friends, and they convey an exclusive intimacy.

And don’t bring the stresses of your workplace home. Certainly your spouse should lend you a sympathetic ear when you really need to let out your frustrations, but consistently complaining to your spouse about your work sends a message that you’re using him or her as a dumping ground for your work-related problems. That you don’t respect the relationship enough to give it the tenderness it deserves. So leave your work at the office; at the end of the day, you should be enjoying some relaxing time with your spouse.

devastatingly beautiful

2007-04-15T19:20:00.000+08:00

sunday morning rain is pouring

CHOY CHOY CHOY.
touch wood.
why the hell would the rain come falling?
i dont wanna see the chickens or even muttons pouring down.
thank god it didnt rain today.
WHEW
*attempts to wipe my perspiration even though there is none

got outta bed as early as 8am and drag my bum down to church wholeheartedly in a bid to serve the ever majestic lord.
LOL.
worship was awesome as usual.
pastor preached about faith today.

-

right after service, the family and i head down to esplanade for a bonding session.
nah, more like we went there to watch phantom of the opera.
i was astounded when my brother rang me up yesterday, informing the good news.
and i heard we got the last 4 tickets.
WOOO
the show was mesmerizing!
it was lengendary, spectacular, marvellous!
pictures!

that's quite alot of pictures yo!
folks, pls pardon me for the lack of captions as i'm too indolent to include one.

as of tomorrow, i'll be embarking on a new journey towards blogging.
if you have been following closely,
you would know the different segments lined up for each day.

ready to rumble?

city of delusion

2007-04-14T22:39:00.000+08:00

a day spent almost entirely at home
doing the laundry, reading the newspapers, using the computer
i manage to get my bum off for a work briefing in the afternoon
( courtesy of nad for the job intro! )
it was pouring mad cows and beef today.
what happened to the cats and dogs?

met up with lin-sie for dinner at delifrance
it was a bad experience.
the food was not up to our expectations.
no more delifrance woman.
time for some CARTEL!
*grins
accompanied her to hui guan before heading off to central to get benjipoop's prescription.

-

headed to suntec yesterday to meet up with the 2 babes
namely, masnurie and nad.
because YEW HUAT pang seh us for his friends, we decided to call off the movie.
( HAHA. ONG ah ONG. i'm just kidding. )
had KFC for dinner, camwhored, walked around the fountain of wealth, delicated song
( alfred the kuku to nad the hottie & mas the sexy! )
ROFL.
it was a wild time with the girls.
start the pictures rolling yo!

i'll post the rest of the pictures soon.
i'm tired.
frickin' tired
and i have sooooo many things to do.

good night world

undefined

2007-04-13T13:11:00.000+08:00

take a peek into that little conversation i had with nad(DEE)
i was typing the lyrics to Pink's "Family Portrait"
it's one good song!

-

at this instant, the rain has started.
pouring cats and dogs again.
( why don;t you just pour cows and chickens also? )
why can't the rain stop?

i'm aware there are many pop ups from my site.

i hope this will not deter you from coming again.

sorry any inconvenience caused.

meeting the mates tonight for a hell good time.

update later.
ciaos

don't cry because it's over, smile because it happened

2007-04-13T00:59:00.000+08:00

what an unearthly hour to blog.
1am reads the clock.
i feel the need to let things off my chest before heading to bed.
that explains the existence of this post.

Am i glad the rain has stopped!
i was rushing out of the house only to find the heavy downpour subsided.
i was late in meeting the mates at central
( yes, go ahead and say i knew it )

met up with yong lin, nad(DEE), and MATTHEW.
sophia was there too.
it felt awkward the entire night.
we did not utter a single word.
yes, you got that right.
not even a HI or a BYE
before she bid farewell, she waved good bye to us.
i was compelled to do so.
( call me a meanie or a jerk whatsoever )
there is a history between us which i do not wish to further elaborate on.
i wish to write off those melancholic days.
thank you matthew for hearing me out.
we should meet up again.
and do DRINK!
=D

head to long john for dinner.
took a long walk around central before MATTHEW pang seh us.
i cant believe jerome said i have grown a whole lot fatter.
i was like, OH GAWD. how can you say that?
and in mind, my respond was FUCK YOU.
it felt wierd for me to shoot vulgarities at him.
jason was there too.

as the clock hits 9pm, yong lin, nad and i left toa payoh for thomson.
head over to liquid kitchen located at thomson road.
had some mocktail and wedges.
( it was my first time on the mocktails yo! )
tried the shirley temple
( wierd name )
nevertheless, it was delicious.
we talked about things that matters to our hearts and laugh to our hearts content.
what a wonderful evening spent with my mates catching up.

(:

i want a car license.
i wish i can meet felly bean.
( i miss you so )
and i need sleep.
my eyes are shutting down on me.

good night fellow homo( sapiens ) though the night is still young!

PS: my song is up! enjoy it peeps!

oh deary me!

2007-04-12T15:49:00.000+08:00

something is wrong with the judebox.
despite me trying to fix it, problems continue to arise.
pls click the song under the judebox as it was intended to be autoplay.

thanks

it's true romance is dead

2007-04-12T11:37:00.000+08:00

Get Your Sexy Name

adonis? rapturous? erotic?
what say you?

i was on my way home yesterday when an uber cute girl from cedar boarded the bus.
i was like, WOAH.
a sudden infatuation took place.
i kept stealing glances as she talks on the phone, reads her sms-es etc.
i even had the urge to ask for her number.
what were you thinking alfred. she might be attached for gawd knows.
AHHH. whatever.
i took notice of the yellow file she was holding, the billabong bag she had and her samsung phone
and then, there was this SAJC girl that was blocking my view.
ARGH.

the best part was, she looked at me twice!
OH MY OH MY OH MY.
i'm elated.
ok. maybe not.
who knows she's already attached.
stop dreaming alfred. building castles in the air is over.

not to mention, we alighted at the same bus stop!
but we went our seperate ways.
as she took on the path and made her way home, i was still looking out for her.
OH BOY. is this it?

to the cedar girl wearing black shoes and holding a yellow file, i hope i can get to know you. and i really wanna bump into you again.
*crosses finger

she's the girl, sunkissed by her dreams.
she's effing cute

the weather is crazy i tell ya.
pouring and raining like it shouldnt have.
thank god i stayed indoors.

nothing much today.
except for a dinner date i'm looking forward to.

before i go, here's something for you guy to enjoy.
cheers!

a conversation with my dearest sister:

part one of conversation on msn

part two of conversation on msn

oh my! why are there so many typo errors in the conversation.

a whole new world

2007-04-11T14:48:00.000+08:00

*yum yum* the pastries are scrumptious.
want some?

quick! give me my plate. i wanna try the pastries too. OOPS. i got caught on tape.

mummy. this guy try to photograph me. i don't like him. HEE HEE

introducing: *drum roll* pigs pigs pigs AKA Baba! i wonder why he is smiling weirdly. hmmmmm......

MISS LOW: so kids, remember to wash your hands before every meal. is that alright?

ALL TOGETHER: yes teacher.

introducing: miss low

She had just embarked on her journey as a teacher teaching at sunrise kindergarden.

look at the range of clothes they have! some are downright hilarious.
with tee shirts print such as "my mummy still buys me clothes", "sexsi" ( instead of pepsi ) etc

-

the day was spent with my fellow classmates at Sakura.
i was late as usual.
quote by Jeralyn: since when you are early for lectures?
( spoke to her on msn before i left )
i was late for a reason okay!
and travelling needs time too.

thank god it didn't rain although there were dark clouds forming.
i love the lunch buffet yo!
worth ur $$ man!

proceeded for a bowling session after which, with bi xia scoring the highest.
i managed a strike.
( not bad already okay! )

then, we head to tampines mall to get somebody's prezzie.
the scorching hot sun was a killer as we took our own sweet time walking there.

bought a shirt for a mystery person with a card to go along with it.
headed home soon after.

DINNER!

i had mee soto accompanied by a bowl of tadpole chin chow at folks's and spoon.
the name sounds a little absurd but it's NICE!
( referring to the bowl of tadpole chin chow )

AHHHHH.
as i close my eyes sit back while reminiscing the times where i ate mee soto back in ftpss.
those were the days.
nostalgic.

got back home and slacked my day till i was online about 11pm.

and this, my friends, was my day for you.

=D

time of your life

2007-04-10T10:13:00.000+08:00

HOW DO YOU BLOCK THE POP UPS?

IM SERIOUSLY PISSED AND I'M ANNOYED.

on a lighter note, thanks for making my blog your choice.
( LOL. bhb. )

(:

the counters were put up yesterday and has already hit 68!
( no, i did not refresh my blog time and again )
why would i do that?

i wanna change my song. getting sick of the current one.
who wants to suggest?
i'm letting you ( the reader ) do the picking.
so, drop me a tag and let me know yeah?

(:

starting next week, i'll be following on the following themes for the different days.
read on to find out more.

blog posts that are posted will go as accordance.

FOOD FOR THOUGHT MONDAY! - a slice of life

TICKLE ME TUESDAY - basically, jokes or any incident that will make u go LMAO or maybe LOL. how about ROFL?

IN THE SPOTLIGHT WEDNESDAY - some juicy news about ur fav artistes, who know i might feature your blog. blog about a thing, a place, food and so on.

PLUG OR CHUCK THURSDAY - it's musical thursday! i will be featuring songs that u get to choose whether it's worth to plug in or chuck it aside.

HIT THE SCREENS FRIDAY - friday is the gateway to the weekends and yes, to the movies we go. i'll be featuring movies that you can catch over the weekends.

FREE & EASY SAT / SUN! - the weekends are purely for normal posts

not to forget, the inclusion of my DAILY RAMBLINGS!

so, there. as of next week, these changes will be implemented.
i need your feedback, thoughts etc regarding this.
so, drop me a TAG!

(:

have yourself a great tuesday!

ben & jerry's your everyday love too?

2007-04-10T10:12:00.000+08:00

here's a chance to date me yo!

read the above and you'll know what am i trying to say

love autopsy

2007-04-09T10:12:00.000+08:00

HELLO world! ( cliche enough )

i've edited my blog yet again. pls pardon me for the many pop ups.

i didn't see it coming either.

give me your links if you want me to link you.

and for those who changed URL, ( WHY DO YOU HAVE TO? SO MAFAN YOU KNOW. )

i'll re-link you soon.

i'm meeting my mates this coming wednesday night for a wholesome good time over dinner.

( TOO BAD TRICIA COULD NOT MAKE IT. THANKS FOR PANG SEH-ing ME ANYWAY )

not forgetting, a thrashing good time in the morning over badminton.

( EERAH, read that! )

lately, i've been planning the different segments i intend to blog about for the diffrent days.

more details coming your way.

i'll end now. gotta run and attend to something important.

goodbye world. ( cliche enough )

she's the reason why i smile. (:

either this or that

2007-04-08T10:12:00.000+08:00

I didn't intend to blog actually, but seeing the state of stagnation of my poor blank site, I see the need to update once again.

Today has been quite alright.
IT'S EASTER SUNDAY!
went for second service alongside my aunt, cousin and my grandfather!
WHOOPEE*
many do not know the condition of my grandfather.
well, i wont be hesitant to tell you if you asked me.

Went to the library as usual.
( DON'T ASK ME WHAT FOR CAUSE I'M NOT TELLING YOU )
*sticks out tongue

got myself settled down, took out my books to read and a splitting headache came out of the blue.
lethargicness seems to have gotten into me somehow.
i see the need to rush home at once and jump straight into bed lest my condition worsens.
i felt like concussing, but HELL NO i am not gonna do so on the busy streets.

saw HUI CHI and her mum.
and then, there was NAD with her dad.
NAD was DAO as usual.
she practically ignored me when i called out for her in the bus.
*BOO
congrats on getting a new phone by the way.

had hk noodles for dinner at 9pm.
what an unearthly time to feast.
i'm so gonna put on a few more KG if this goes on.

& a peek at my reflection on the mirror is an easy indication of what I need to do now; sleep. good night fellow homo ( sapiens )

(:

lyrics that hit home

2007-04-07T10:12:00.000+08:00

Artist: James Morrison
Album: Undiscovered
Year: 2006
Title: The Pieces Don't Fit Anymore

I've been twisting and turning,
In a space that's too small.
I've been drawing the line and watching it fall,
You've been closing me in, closing the space in my heart.
Watching us fading and watching it all fall apart.

Chorus
Well I can't explain why it's not enough, Cause I gave it all to you.
And if you leave me now, oh just leave me now.
It's the better thing to do,
It's time to surrender,
It's been to long pretending.
Theres no use in trying,
When the pieces don't fit anymore, Pieces don't fit here anymore.

You pulled me under,
If I had to give in.
Such a beautiful myth,
That's breaking my skin.
Well I'll hide all the bruises,
I'll hide all the damage that's done.
But I show how I'm feeling until all the feeling has gone.

(Chorus)

Ooh don't missunderstand,
How I feel.
Cause I've tried, yes I've tried.
But still I don't know why, no I don't know why.
III dont know why...... whyyyyyyyy!

(Chorus)

this is one song worth checking out.
click it!

battle of the sexes

2007-04-06T10:12:00.000+08:00

click onto the pictures for enlargement!

( ok, that sound so wrong )

stress free?

2007-04-05T10:12:00.000+08:00

memories are shortlived, only photos last;

2007-04-04T11:33:00.001+08:00

nad-dee. edric. alfie

we smile for a reason. (:

the rose among the thorns. (:

the lies i weave are oh so intricate

2007-04-04T11:33:00.000+08:00

don't be deceived by the tittle of this post.

how do you like my new blogskin?
NICE?

do leave your comments in the tag board, yeah?

i'm still working on my new blog.
for now, this blog shall remain the way it is.

will continue to update yeah?

gotta run!

(:

will you be my girlfriend?

2007-04-03T11:33:00.000+08:00

infatuation does wierd things to me

2007-04-02T12:04:00.000+08:00

neither here nor there

2007-04-01T12:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!

a big thank you to all who kept the tag board alive and kicking. ( you know who you are )

there must be a reason why pictures of " page under contruction" and " come back soon" are uploaded.

a new blog is on its way. i'm working on it amidst the busy schedule.

watch this space!

A NEW BLOG...

i guess, it's time to say goodbye

2007-03-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

life's thinking about you

2007-03-28T23:31:00.000+08:00

Signs you're way too EMO

1. Your chess set has all the balck squares and pieces

2. Even pandas think the rings aroudn your eyes are a bit too dark

3. Marilyn Manson emails you to cheer you up

4. When asked what car you'd like to drive, you say, "A hearse"

5. You have a fishnet umbrella

6. At McDonald's you always order the unhappy meal

7. You get sunburn just by opening the fridge door

8. People think you're that creepy girl who crawls out of Tvs

9. When you cut yourself, the blood is black

10. The US wants to invade you because of the amount of oil in your greasy hair

tugging at the heartstrings

2007-03-27T23:31:00.000+08:00

for the faith-hearted, i shall continue to update this dead blog for now.

(:

all i can divulge is that my blog will be made available as of april.
so, do watch this space for more!

will somebody be nice to teach me how can i do so?
daily incessant of feasting and indulgence has induced an increase in weight count;
and jogging does not seem to help at all.
=(

if i'm happy, i eat.
if i'm unhappy, i eat.
if i'm nervous, i eat.
if i'm not nervous, i eat.
i eat alot.

this should explain why i got a huge bum protruding from the back.

L.O.L

some enchanted evening

why this blog is dead

2007-03-22T10:05:00.000+08:00

when he turns a year older

2007-03-13T21:46:00.000+08:00

here's a shoutout to all who wished me.

thank you so much for the gifts too.

namely, a key chain with my name

( courtesy of chee an and cassandra )

and also, an ipod shuffle!

( courtesy of nadirah, yong lin, yew huat and matthew )

i could not believe my eyes when i opened the box given to me.

THANK YOU SO SO SO SO MUCH!

all is appreciated.

many thanks to benjipoops and grace ( church ) for wishing me one day early.

and here are the people whom i wish to thank them for their birthday wish:

NOTE: the following are not in order

filzah

cassandra

yong lin

nadirah

yew huat

matthew

yi ling

rusyda

munirah

may ee

charis

seh ting

yu lin

yi xiang

grace

sollihin

rahmat

kholiq

masnurie

marlie

angie

eileen

joycelyn

eunice

penny

sherry

dillys

tay min

vanessa

pls pardon me if you don't see your name here.

as you know, yours truly is has STM.

a bit thank you to all once again!

and i couldn't believe i spent the day at home sleeping and idling my time away.

SHEESH

a sudden wave of disgust

2007-03-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

OH MY GAWD!
i ate pandan cake filled with ants!
YUCK*
imagine how gross it was for me to carry on munching and not noticing a large herd of ants, stealing a bite.
eew, eew, eew.
i'm feeling itched all over.
and now, my throat starts to feel uneasy as well.

-

mid week wednesday started off with me busy helping benjipoops with his blog skin
and i've been staring at the com for the past for 3 hours!!
listening to music, blog hopping, msn-ing, tune into podcast yadda yadda.

nothing much unusual happened the past few days.
work took up most of my time, as such - haggard.
at last there was time for me to watch TV.

i'll be helping out at the IT show tomorrow.
any one wants to visit me?
HEE HEE.
if only you miss me that is.
don't come and poke fun of your dear friend.
speaking of which, i have no idea what my job scope would be.
WOW. this is scary.
and yet i agree into taking up the job.
wheeeee. (:

my mum suggested catching a movie tonight.
i'm beaming in amazement.
never did she once asked the family out for a movie.
i smell a rat somehow.
anways, it will all still depend on the time my mother knock off from work.
(:

time to get back to other stuff i need to take care of.
will update again.

you be good ya?

smell you next time!

(:

peril at large

2007-03-06T13:16:00.000+08:00

dear blogger,
thank you so much for screwing up 2 of my entries.
in the event of doing so, both entries got deleted.
and it took me precious time to blog it down.
were you aware of that?
pfft.

-

work has completely tired me out.
i feel so haggard these days.
*yawns

i'm just plain lazy to update.
( pls do pardon me for that )
consecutively, while being signed into blogger, all i did was to build sandcastles in the air and stare blankly at it.

13 march, mark it down on your calendar yo!
(:
it’s somebody’s BIG day.
no, I’m not telling you.
*chuckles

Am i looking forward to the class gathering yo!
Here are some details:

Date: 14 March, Wednesday

Venue: Pitstop Café

Time: Meet at Toa Payoh Interchange (near the entrance of Breadtalk) at 1pm SHARP! Latecomers will be persecuted! (:

Amount to pay: $10 bucks per pax

Additional Details: Free flow of drinks, 2 scoops of ice cream and 3 hours of gaming!

pls do not hesitate to contact nadirah for any clarifications or doubts you might have.
i’m sure nad has sent out an email informing all about this.
do also let nad know if you are able to make it.
thank you!

i have work tomorrow yet again.
*sulks
and look at the time yo, 1.03am
i should be in bed.

well, good night!

(:

SHIT!

2007-03-03T00:49:00.000+08:00

Memo to all employees:

In order to assure the highest levels of quality work
and productivity from employees, it will be our policy to keep all employees
well trained through our program of SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING ( S.H.I.T).

We are trying to give our employees more S.H.I.T than
anyone else. If you feel that you do not receive your share
of S.H.I.T on the course, please see your supervisor. You will be immediately
placed at the top of the S.H.I.T list and our supervisors are especially
skilled at seeing you get all the S.H.I.T you can handle.

Employees who don't take their S.H.I.T will be placed
in DEPARTMENTAL EMPLOYEE EVALUATION PROGRAMS (D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T ) .

Those who fail to take D.E.E.P.S.H.I.T seriously will
have to go to EMPLOYEE ATTITUDE TRAINING (E.A.T.S.H.I.T).

Since our supervisors took S.H.I.T before they were promoted,
they don't have to do S.H.I.T anymore, and are all full of S.H.I.T already. If
you are full of S.H.I.T you may be interested in a job teaching others.

We can add your name to our BASIC UNDERSTANDING LIST of
LEADERS (B.U.L.L.S.H.I.T ).

For employees who are intending to pursue a career in
management and consulting, we will refer you to the department of MANAGERIAL
OPERATIONAL RESEARCH EDUCATION ( M.O.R.E.S.H.I.T). This course
emphasizes how to manage M.O.R.E.S.H.I.T

If you have further questions, please direct them to our
HEAD OF TEACHING, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING (H.O.T.S.H.I.T).

Thank you,

BOSS IN GENERAL, SPECIAL HIGH INTENSITY TRAINING

(B.I.G.S.H.I.T)

P.S. Now send this S.H.I.T to 5 people who need S.H.I.T
in their life, just not the same person who sent you this S.H.I.T. They
have already had their fill of S.H.I.T.

Thank you for your time. !

Sincerely,

The Director Under the Main Bureau of Super High Intensity
Training.

(The D.U.M.B.S.H.I.T ).

did you miss me at all?

2007-02-28T13:16:00.000+08:00

that does it!
*attempts to scribble last words.
there. full stop.
*drops pen.
i lifted my right hand to submit the paper.
looks up at the clock - 11.15am.

-

guess what people?
no no no. my pet didnt died.
( just in case your not aware,i do not own a pet! )
no. neither did i fall into a drain.
( aiyo! i'm not a careless person! And don’t you dare curse me. LOL )
well...

EXAMS ARE OFFICIALLY OVER!!!
*jumps for joy
i've been in anticipation for this day to arrive.
so much so that i did not wish to carry on studying for the last 2 papers.
( let's not go into details about it, shall we? )
head out for lunch with my classmates.
the food was SO-SO.
however, i enjoy myself thoroughly.
=D

i pray hard that i will do well or at the least get a pass for my papers.
(:

all i asked, is to continue year 2 of my diploma.
*smiles
undoubtedly, what lies ahead might not be easy.
i'll stay strong! no matter what and how.

it's raining cats and dogs now.
GEES.
just when i thought i could get out of the hse for some nice dinner.
):

also, i shall hereby declare, i'm back in business yo!

HELLO HOLIDAYS and BYE BYE exams.
supp papers are a NO NO for me.
you got that?

HAHA
update again!
(:

on hibernation

2007-02-22T15:21:00.000+08:00

Happiness is a perfume that you cannot sprinkle on others without getting a few drops yourself

-

on hibernation
on hiatus
on study mode
hence, wont be blogging for a while

exams in a days time.
*OMG OMG OMG

maths is the first paper
and i'm seriously feeling intense and fearful about it.
as you know, i'm not really good in maths.
nevertheless, giving my best is all i can do, right? (:

Am i glad CNY is over!
no more distractions.
no more crowds.
no more tv.
just books alone and me literally, flipping them through.
how dull eh.

alright! time to head back to books!
catch ya later. (:

i too kept my side of the deal

2007-02-21T15:21:00.000+08:00

not all who wander are lost

-

mid week already!
it feels as if the week has just begun.
oh wells,
i've been mugging and slogging my guts out.

nad came by and kept me company.
thanks babe! (:
we plan to catch norbit once i'm done with my exams.
OH MY! i cant wait!!

radio has since become my one and only companion

anyway,
here is another song i recommend.
(:

NOTE: Click play to load

and it comes with lyrics too.
i'm sooooooooo nice, dont you just agree?
HEE

Jesse McCartney

"Just So You Know"

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

I shouldn't love you but I want to
I just can't turn away
I shouldn't see you but I can't move
I can't look away

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus:]
Just so you know
This feeling's taking control of me
And I can't help it
I won't sit around, I can't let him win now
Thought you should know
I've tried my best to let go of you
But I don't want to
I just gotta say it all
Before I go
Just so you know

It's getting hard to be around you
There's so much I can't say
Do you want me to hide the feelings
And look the other way

And I don't know how to be fine when I'm not
'Cause I don't know how to make a feeling stop

[Chorus]

This emptiness is killing me
And I'm wondering why I've waited so long
Looking back I realize
It was always there just never spoken
I'm waiting here...been waiting here

[Chorus]

laconic

2007-02-20T15:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHUN HUI & MASNURIE!

2.24am, reads the clock on my laptop.
while everyone is snoozing away on a tuesday morning,
my heavy eye bags starts to weigh heavily as i struggled through in completion of this post.

-

it's the final day of CNY
and it's back to the usual as of tomorrow.
work, school yadda yadda.
on the other hand, i'm special.
there was no need for me to step feet upon temasek poly.
why?
well, it's simply because, all students were given an additional 3 more days to rest in lieu of CNY.
( fat hope la! )

it's STUDY WEEK!
and i could not imgaine how time got tooooo elusive that friday would soon be near.
*SCREAMS
*SCREAMS ALOUD
*SCREAMS LOUDER

snap back to reality.
no matter how hard you try escaping from exam's clutches, you will never succeed.
HEE. and it's a fact, isn't it?
(:

i guess i'll resumed mugging right after celebrating my grandfather's birthday today.
reflections:
-i played black jet
-watched sliver hawk and twins effect
- ate plenty of CNY goodies ( how can i ever not do so? FEASTING BEGINS! )

i don't see myself enjoying the new year this year.
maybe it's because of exams.
maybe it's not.
somehow, there was no excitement. no fun. none.
but i thank god for everything.
(:

aye. i guess, i shall study hard and do well.
MATTHEW! - let's study hard okay?
no more dota for you.

LIN! - thank you for the well wishes. hope u enjoy the rest of the CNY days!

FELLE! - misses :(

EERAH! (refer to tagboard. LOL. how convenient eh? WHOOTS. )

CAS! - hope ur doing well

HUAT! - how how? got a job yet?

NAD! - the pineapple tarts taste great! thank your mum for me!

WATSON & BEN! - nope, i dod not forget yuou guys! (:

lastly,
i shall leave you with this
HE HE HE
* evil laughs

euphoric

2007-02-19T15:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR GUYS!

go ahead, indulge

2007-02-18T15:21:00.000+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!

i reckon i wont be able to touch the com for the next few days.
unless i see a need to la.
thus, unable to blog
and since i'm still online, why don't i....
-

anyways,
it's 2.32 am in the morning now
yes, im still awake.

you know what am i gonna do for the rest of today?
EAT, PLAY, EAT, PLAY, EAT, PLAY EAT, PLAY
and gain more pounds.
WHEEEeeee.
oh i forgot to include my beloved TV.
sheesh.

no books for the day.
just fun, laughter, and most importantly, INDULGENCE!

WOOHOOOS.

i have decided to be nice to people today.
shoudl they pissed me off, i shall not let them off.
right. contradicton.

i better hurry off to bed. i need my charming sleep to look exceptionally good.

ENJOY PEOPLE!
puny brain loves you. (:

alive and kicking, are you?

the outcast

2007-02-17T15:21:00.000+08:00

reunion dinner with the entire family was a joyous occasion.
at the same time, it was also a displeasure.

-

I HAVE STARTED STUDYING.
yes, as a matter of fact.
somehow, nothing seems to digest in my puny brain.

sms-ed candice, bruno and sophia today.
they made my day!
i had this assumption that they will not even bother to reply
ironically, they did!

matthew was also there to lend a listening ear.
thank you bunny tooth.
(:

muggin continues.
for now, i shall go.

A NOTE TO ALL:

i might not blog often as of now.
hope you do drop by even though it will be left stagnant

HAPPY NEW YEAR'S EVE!

(:

huge transparent

2007-02-16T15:21:00.000+08:00

FRIDAY!

and i'm looking forward to the weekends!

school's out, hols in.

WHOOHOO.

this is just so great.

(of course, keeping in mind that i would have to slog my guts out durin CNY. OH-SO GREAT ya? )

i cut my hair.

i looked as though i just got enlisted to the army or sth.

LOL. (:

and i was was pissed with the hair dresser.

she was so forceful. pfft.

i cleared some outstanding junks and watched TV.

it was rather, a slacked day; or so to speak.

i tried to study.

but it ended up futile.

oh wells,

i guess it's not the right day.

*grins

WHY ARE MY EXAMS IN THE SAME WEEK OF CNY

WHY WHY WHY WHY WHY

love it or hate it, you got to go through it.

WHATEVER.

did i mention that i was kinda disrespectful today?

i was at my grandmother's house for dinner.

read on...

Me: *walks into the kitchen*

Aunt: Where's your mother?

Me: she's walking behind

Aunt: Why didnt you wait for ur mum to enter before you do so?

Me: because she's INSIGNIFICANT?

LMAO.

it was so random.

all right.

time for bed.

jokes aside, sleep more important.

BYEBYE! (:

it ends tonight

2007-02-15T15:21:00.000+08:00

dear projects,
what took you so long to get you off my chest.
do you know how torrid the days has been?
did it occur to you how burdensome it was?
going through sleepless nights and all.
i am just so glad all is over.

-

i break my record and slept at 5am and woke up at 9am.
repercussions as such - hangover.
i had a considerbly good lunch today.
after which, home was the next stop.
sleep was all all i could care about.

dinner at secret recipe was oh-so-yummy.
got our butts down to junction 8 for some last min shopping.
i bought a shirt.

came home, watched TV
and off to bed again.
i was freaking tired.

thank god there's no school tomorrow.
WHEE!

shall be gone now.

leave you with this.
i RIP it from someone's blog.
enjoy!

Roses are red, violets are blue,
Sugar is sweet and so are you.
But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead,
the sugar bowl is empty and so is your head.
After you my love, my only prize,
would be a bullet between your eyes.
Kind, intelligent, loving and hot-
These describe everything you are not.
What inspired this fabulous rhyme?
Two parts gin, one part wine.
My feelings for you no one can tell,
except for maybe "go to hell"

goooooooody nite!

a lonesome valentine

2007-02-14T15:21:00.000+08:00

girl 1: so ugly!
girl 2: *steps on girl 1's shoes*
girl 1: ouch! stop it. okok. i will stop saying it's ugly.
girl 1: i just washed my shoes yesterday only, you know?

HOW UNGLAM!

yet this 2 girls are from cedar girl's.
they are blatantly, tarnishing their school's reputation.
PUI*

-

HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

oh yes. before i forgot,
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO NIGEL too!
(:

i'm one of the many singles who will NOT be celebrating valentine's day of course.
i could not comprehend why a day has been set aside to commemorate love when it feels like love everyday.
yes yes,i am aware i have no right and no say.
i heard there is a history behind this.
*ponders

one more project to go!
and the submission is TOMORROW!!
i'm not even prepared to hand in.
=(
i need HELP badly.
hear my plea, anyone?

HAIYA.
why hor, e OOP so hard wan.
eveytime must make us stay back de wor.
then hor, cannot do. got stucked.
then ah, teacher don wan to help us leh.
sian lo.

oh my. i sould like a twit.
HEHEHE.

back to OOP.
OOP-ing away.

ZZZ.
what an ~~AWESOME~~ thing to do on v'day.

DARN!

adious.

PS: i realised i'm always whining away. can somebody pls stop me.

just so you know

2007-02-13T15:21:00.000+08:00

WHEEEEEEE!
finally! no more quiz.
YES YES YES.
jubilation*

-

thoughts of concentrating for exams have to be put off.
all thanks to one project - OOP.
OBJECT ORIENTED PROGRAMMING.
obviously the word programming tells you it is JAVA.
and no doubt i suck at JAVA.
ARGH!
*screams out loud

i feel so helpless and lost.

efforts in working on the project seems futile.
SIGHS.

dear god, i pray that there will be a way out soon.

be back soon!
(:

abound in suspense and verve

2007-02-12T20:46:00.000+08:00

my messed up life, hear me whine!

-

started the day with me being pissed with my mother.
i could not explain my sudden outburst either.
all i could recall vaguely was that,
my mother insisted checking out the IT food court
( she wanted to head there for breakfast and practically assumed the price of the coffee was cheap; for she had been there once. )
i was upset not because of the pricing. it was the venue that irritates me.
however, i did not voice out my opinion and walked away.
it sounds childish yet cliche, one way or another.
i am still dumbfounded why i reacted so aggressively.
oh wells, case rest.
we are at good terms now.
(:

all i know, was that, i felt moody the entire day.
maybe its just PMS.
LOL.
(:

OOP is getting on my nerves.
exam fever is stressing me too.
should I use defense mechanism to tackle it?
HAHAS. psychology.
and speaking of which, i feel like skipping psycho class tomorrow.
should i?
what say you?

=========
YES YOU SHOULD
=========

SIGHS!

the only event that i felt happy about,was my quiz.
thank god for the exemplary results.
i shall work hard and do exceptionally well this final term.
I MUST!
and beat ONG YEW HUAT EDRIC in his GPA.
la la la. (:

okie dokes.
puny brain got to go.

laters.

when blue skies fade to grey

the sweet escape

2007-02-11T20:46:00.000+08:00

BEN & JERRY'S!; my everyday love.
i could recall vividly the VERY first time i savour on their ice cream.
absolutely mouth watering!
thank you benjamin for the treat.
( if your reading this. )

-

head for sunday school and church.
got home, and went out again.
met edric to mug.
i decide to be nice and kept him company.
poor him has gone through days of solitude.
=X
he gave me a new nick name. "puny brains"
LOL.

ate long john before returning home.
spent the rest of the day, glued to the TV set.

good night people.
i hope i can do well for the OOP quiz tomorrow.

left.

be my valentine?

2007-02-10T20:46:00.000+08:00

Valentine’s Day is almost upon us.
Why not get an upgrade by picking up one of the elite?

Top Elite pick-up lines:

- What’s an elite scholar like you doing in a neighbourhood school like this?

- Is that a degree in your pocket, or are just happy to see me?

- Did it hurt when you fell from the top of the social ladder?

- Want to check out how gifted I really am?

- I want to study you all night long, so I can pass your entrance exam.

- Who needs a knight on a whit horse, when I have you, a scholar in white pants and shirt?

- Your eyes sparkle like the city lights as seen from your balcony of your ivory tower

unforgettable vignettes

2007-02-09T18:21:00.000+08:00

as expected, i woke up late and missed the first lesson on a FRIDAY.
amazing eh?
i have no idea why,but the routine of waking up late every friday seems to continue.
this repetition has left me bewildered.
i think i need an alarm clock.
anyone?

-

had my second last presentation today.
it was good. (:
i felt satisfied when all was done.

lunch with my classmates before proceeding to com lab.
( my friend needs to use a com urgently. and i was nice enough to accompany her. )
got home.
checked my o level english result.
i got B4.
i was expecting a better grade.
but thank god i made an improvement.
( MATTHEW, if your reading this. you suck. i'm not a show off la. GRR...)
maybe my expectations was a little high. but hey, i'm not a show off.
i was telling matt the result i have attained and was kinda disappointed because i wanted an A. like ~~desperately~~.
maybe not as desperate, all i wanted was at least an B3 or an A.

ok. enough of the o level result fiasco.
GET OVER IT ALFRED.
get over it.

i've been pricked by guilt.
i'm supposed to be completing my last project.
and here i am, not doing so.
i slacked my way the entire friday evening, watching TV and listening to music.
i guess i really do need a break.

(:

byebye!

shades of grey

2007-02-08T17:51:00.000+08:00

it's that time of the semester again to put on my mugging glasses to mug for exams.
and i'm still lamenting over the loss of enjoying my CNY.
gees.

-

presentation went exceptionally well.
and yes, another project cleared.
i'm left with 2.
YIPPEEES*
jumps up and down*

i stayed in school till 10pm today.
had the comapny of msn, chatting with dear jin pei.
my mother came and picked me up before heading for supper!
( my tummy could not take it any longer. i did not have any dinner, mind you. )

got home, switched on the com and continued my work.
time slips away so quickly that by the time i finished, it was already 3am.
i repeat 3am.

i am sure a hang over would occur.
and most likely, ( or probably if you deem the word fits in there. giggles* ),
i will miss the first lecture.
GREAT,. this is just soooooooooo great.

oh wells, need to catch a wink.
till then, laters.

(:

saccharine

2007-02-07T20:46:00.000+08:00

see yoooooo! stay beyoooootiful;
ALWAYS with that sunshine smile(=
takecare sweet

-

the day ended with loads of displeasure.
well, you guessed it right.
OOP was the apple of discord yet again.
i could not comprehend why the teacher was somewhat said to be baised against some of us.
despite the many incessant calls for help,
his refusal to bulge left me pissed.
DARN!

had lunch at KFC.
settled down for the ever finger licking good 2 piece chicken meal
with coleslaw, being replaced by cheese fries
YUMMS*
i am such a glutton i know.
in retrospect, the desire to feast could not be blamed;
alluding to the fact that stress is present.
(:

stayed back to school instead of going home.
slogged my time in the library just to complete some outstanding work.
i have a formal presentation tomorrow.
*sticks tongue out*
i hope it will go well.
(:

i supposed there would be the much awaited cam whoring sessions,
that is if someone brings a camera.
=]

okie dokes.
time to head for the sack.

gooooooodddddy night!

cast away in the shadow of doubt

2007-02-06T01:33:00.000+08:00

Subtle yet slick.
Obvious yet obscured.
Profound yet shallow.
Characterised yet alphabetised.

-

i'm in high spirits today.
all it takes was one presentation that got me smiling from ear to ear.
(:

thank you so much to my cell leader who has lend a helping hand despite his busy schedule.
all is appreciated.
FINALLY! i've cleared psychology.
2 down, 3 more to go.

woke up with dizzy spells.
it was due to lack of sleep.
i was up working on the powerpoint last night, trying to finalise details and at the same time, be prepared for the presentation

thank you YEELING been the delivery woman of the day.
LOL.
ate long john today. satisfaction.
maths lecture was cancelled.
second time since the start of the semester.
attended the second elcture which lasted only 20 minutes.
WOW.

i should be sent for typing lessons man.
it due to typo errors that caused the project to be delayed.
thank god kelvin found out the error that i have made.
as such, the website was COMPLETED!
WOOHOOOS.

alright. time to get back to serious stuff.

till then, ciaos

embrace life's joy or sorrow

2007-02-05T11:38:00.000+08:00

what fleeted by the past week was a torment.
for consecutive days, i had quiz.
and DARN! it was horrible.
out of 3, my instincts tells me i would only pass one.
oh bothers!
all i could cling on is my presentations
wish me best people!
(:

and not forgetting, the mad rush to finish all the projects.
2 down, 3 more to go.
managed to complete one project today
with all the presentation and all.
there's another tomorrow, bright and early.
shacks. which means, i have to crawl out of bed at 6am
goodness gracious!

many has enquired about me updating this blog.
well, obviously you dont wish to read my atrocious english.
i'm pretty sure benjipoops would be nodding in agreement.
he once quote: your blog is boring.
and that explains my absence.

-

i'm on cloud nine today!
super euphoric.
i manage my lab test well!
WHEEEE. a great sense of acheivement.
(:

angie swing by to TP today and i had a chance to play host.
LOL.
it was nice catching up with the pretty woman.
it felt awkward for her to watch me lunch.
( as she was waiting patiently for her bf. )
HAHAS. sorry babe. i dont make a good host, do i?

i've got plenty of stuff to do.
let's make this post short.

laters.

PS: TO ALL WHO ARE TAKING THEIR EXAMS SOON - ALL THE BEST!

sticking to conventions

2007-01-31T01:33:00.000+08:00

i dont know why. but i just find this picture amusing.

it was at the bus stop where i chance upon this advertisement.

it's a wednesday!

the last day of january.

how time really flies.

come feb, there would be more pals celbrating their birthday

as well as V DAY!

the usual.

i will always be alone on V'DAY.

anyone wans to date me?

*chuckles

all right.

more work to be done.

better rush now.

ciaos.

yield to melacholy

2007-01-30T17:40:00.000+08:00

so, i won't give up no,
i won't break down
sooner than it seems life turns around
and i will be strong
even if it all goes wrong

-

i've been slogging my guts out, day and night,
trying to finish as much as i could.
there's too much of them.
those that literally occupies most of your time in a busy week
PROJECTS.

i've not been getting enough rest.
staying up to 2am everyday is unfathomable.

ARGH!

rest.

i need rest.

things left unsaid

2007-01-29T17:40:00.000+08:00

2nd last day of january.
how time flies.
soon, feb and then march.
i cant wait for march to come boy.
*hint hint*

like any ordinary day, i head to school.
attend lectures.
always wanted to skip tutorial but didnt conform to it.
( yes yes. i know action speak louder than words. )
yawn my time away.

-

net fund lab session was ~~CANCELLED~~
i took time off from school and head to tampiness mall.
had macs for breakfast.
and went arcade with YEE LING and JERALYN to have the time of our life.
after which, the entire process of lectures and tutorials continued its run.

have been busy.
REEEAALLY busy.

be off now.

ineffable

2007-01-28T01:42:00.000+08:00

dinner date with rahmat, yew huat, matthew,yong lin, nadirah and nirmala yesterday was AWESOME!
it was one of the best nights ever.
we had loads of fun cam whoring, checked into fig and olive for dinner
the food was so-so,
took a bus to pitstop cafe,
and that was where it all happened.
we played games. all kinds of them.
we had this game called pit.
and it got us screaming and shouting away.
BUT IT WAS FUN I TELL YOU.
other games that we played was imagine if, jungle split, swap.
i even reutrn at the stroke of 1am!!
IMAGINE. ME GOING HOME AT 1AM.
remarkable!

-

woke up extremely late today.
tried my best to be on time for sunday school.
but to no avail.
i was not allowed to enter the class despite having not taken the attendance.
at wits end,
i went home
and went out again for church.

got home. turn on my com.
chatted with poops.
went to my aunty's hse for dinner.
watch some TV,
came home.
tried doing my psy ppt.
my brain dont seems to be cracking.
turn on pc,
staring at ths screen, blogging.

i have a whole lot of tests and assignments to submit in the coming weeks.
i really need more than 24 hours to every single one of them.

god, pls strengthen me as i go through this ordeal.
free me from every obstacles and setbacks.

you know something?
i am sooooooooooo sleepy.
shall head for bed now.

( I'm so sorry this blog post is wishy washy. i promise a better post next time )

till then,
laters.

watching the clouds go by

2007-01-27T17:14:00.000+08:00

DARN!

- the sore throat which i'm having that is painful
*cries

- the flurry flood of projects
*faints

- the weather which made me feel exceptionally emo today
*no link, but who cares

something is distracting my train of thoughts.
however, the source of which the distraction is coming from could not be reached.
no, not MSN.
neither is it blogging.
( i have learnt my lesson to abstain from MSN-in people while on task )

somehow, my brain could not function today.
i've been trying to finish my psychology project,
( its due reeeeeeaaallllyyy soon)
BUT, ideas don't seems to flow gradually
maybe it's just not the day to go with the flow
or most likely, my brain has ceased its function.
oh wells, in any case,
i do hope i will be able to finish them tomorrow.
IT'S BY HOOK OR BY CROOK

getting my bum outta house later
meeting a bunch of awesome friends for some nice dinner
and we shall have yet another cam-whoring sessions!
WOOHOOS.

this would probably my last week to enjoy myself.
starting from next week, i have decided to pour my heart, soul and mind to my projects, assignments, quizzes and the ones which kill brain cells - exams!
this is a devotion
I REPEAT, A DEVOTION.

gone with the wind

RK House - No PORK!

2007-01-27T15:56:00.000+08:00

listen to what the adolescent has to say

2007-01-26T16:48:00.000+08:00

i shall not talk about school.
mention the word "school",
it simply drives me nuts.
imagine having 3 consecutive days of quizzes to sit for.
i have never like such an idea.

the 2 babes that you see up there.
aint they pretty?
met them for dinner today.
( i could only make myself available on this day )
we had dinner at folks & spoons.
didn't really like the yong tau foo i ate.
it's AWFUL.
we headed to ya kun kaya toast soon after and had more FOOD!
we chit chatted, reminiscent the good old days etc.

we did not realised it was quite late.
so we decided to head home.
with me and yong lin sending munirah back.
we took mrt
and here is what happened:

yong lin -
took out her wallet,
tap her ez link card.
just as she was about to walk past the barrier, she dropped her wallet.
steadily, she grabbed her wallet as swift as lightning and ran past the barrier.
( she was afraid the barrier would close on her. HAHAS. )
my response -
SO UNGLAM!

it was tooooooo hilarious that i laugh my ass out
just could not contain my laughter.
you should seen her actions
it's damn funny!
if only i have taken down the footage..

THE GLAM ONES VS THE UNGLAM
THE GLAM ONES consists of your truly and butterfly princess, EERAH.
while the UNGLAM ONE is the only and only, YONG LIN!
eerah and i had the best laugh of all.

the rain came, unexpected.
i had to seek refuge with lin under her umbrella.
initially, the plan was to send her home before i return home myself.
THEN.
my dad called.
i was super pissed.
he childed me and kept being inquisitive.
i could not tolerate and hung up.
so, the plan did not work out
for my dad demands me to reutn home at once.
sorry lin, i owe you an apology
and thank you so much for your umbrella.

the day ended on a high note.
with laughter been the best medicine,
we should find any excuses why we should stop laughing.

with that, i shall end.

VOGUE

2007-01-25T01:19:00.000+08:00

the dark clouds that formed

my very messy table. i had this table since i was in primary school.
and of course i do packed it.

the kitchen table where all my lecture notes are piled up. oragnised aint they?

every dark cloud has a silver lining

2007-01-25T01:05:00.000+08:00

the monotonous life i lead

-

and so, needless to say,
i flung my lab test.
( i was already expecting this to happen, no doubt. dont questioned me why. )
i would prolly get a 10 out of 50.
*sulks
was preturbed about it and thus, felt demoralised.
=(

thanks to matthew choong and yew huat for hearing me whine.
felt much better now.

i have tons of projects to do
tests and quizzes are coming up too.
i need a mirale to happen real soon.

i've begin to wonder how life would be in the days ahead.
as i stared outside the rain stained window on the way home,
i felt a surged of dejection.

i felt i was a let down.

thoughts began to run through my mind.
and it took me back to the day i went to nanyang poly to appeal for the business course that i initially wanted.
so much so that i had to join in the oh-so-long queue to consult the so called advisors.
a few weeks later, i received a letter, only to learn that my appeal was rejected.
and here i am. landed myself a place in temasek doing info com.

was it god's will for me to be there?
it seems so.
no matter how hard i tried, no matter how perservering i was
in anticipation for good news,
my efforts were futile.

i feel really despondent now.
with a sense of confusion and bitterness that stirred within
can i survive the rest of my days in poly?

i feel like crying.
i really do.

the parody of the unruly

2007-01-24T13:15:00.000+08:00

the recalcitrant needs a goooooooood break

-

HAPPY BIRTHDAY NAD.DEE!

it's mid week wednesday
and i must say the days are not smooth sailing.
school has taken a toll on me.
with upcoming lab tests, quiz, exams etc,
( i still could not come to terms that i have to seek refuge in a quiet room and slog my guts out during CNY)
i can hardly hold on any longer.

i guess that's what life is.
pain, torture, agony, torment.
can it get any better?
i need STRENGTH.
loads and load of it,
hear my plea, father in heaven.

will be dropping by IMH later,
as part of psycho lessons.
then off to the airport i go.
shall be sending our dearest poops back home.

lab test tomorrow.
need to mug for it.

for now, later.

fragility of life

2007-01-23T01:35:00.000+08:00

it's a shame that's no one to blame for all the pain that life brings

-

second day of a brand new week.
i met up with my project memebers to re-do the video shoot.
and i must say, this project is really time consuming.
i hope this time, our project will not get rejected.
*crosses fingers

finally! i got my exam time table.
i think my computer is screwed, one way or another
so, exams wld be on the 23rd, 26th and 28th feb
i'm anticipating for the last day to come by
sighs.
why the long wait?

i walked around tampines today
and reliased the vibrancy in this so called considered small town.
ate KFC for lunch
and i bought LIME & 8 days!
just when i needed something to unwind too.
on came the two magazines
just the right timing.

here are the much awaited resolutions for 2007:

- learn to play guitar / drum
- get baptised
- grow taller
- my dad's salvation
- GPA 4 points
- learn how to drive
- get skinny
- live my dreams come true
- get my dip in TP
- never to do NS at all

blah blah blah

just a rough guide.
HEH
laugh for all you want.

i'm outta here.

a bleak existence

2007-01-22T19:28:00.000+08:00

being alone enlivens my life

-

it has dawned on me, lately, how lonesome i am.
getting up early in the morning and travelling to school by myself has become a norm for me.
and somehow, i felt like a homebody.
after school, i would either have lunch with my friends or i would head straight home.

something wrong with my computer!
it doesnt show the time table for my exams.
now im utterly pissed.
despite the many attempts of clicking the refreshed button,
nothing seems to appear.
sighs. i hope i could view them in school tomorrow.
or else, screwed i am.
)=

so, as i mentioned in my post one or two days ago, that i would post up my resolutions.
shall be updated in a while.

everything seems so random today.
first, my classmate, out of the blue, asked me when was the last time i exercise.
i stood there, dumbfounded. loss of words.
then when lunch break came, i ate cup noodles.
it wasnt a fetish nor a craving. let a alone a want.
wierd.

for now, back to my never ending projects

(:

2007-01-21T23:07:00.000+08:00

i'm just walking for clock to strike 12
so i could check my exam time table.
HEH

one thing that leaves me in bewilderment was,
why cant my exams be before chinese new year?
even ngee an is having thiers before CNY
why cant TP be on par with them?

WHY WHY WHY

EXAMS! they are blue monsters that are out to kill your brain cells

how nice if exams do not exist.
AHHHHHHH....

-

i spent the entire evening, working on OOP
and it can really get the SHIT outta me.
no matter how hard i try, my efforts seems to be in vain
slogging my guts out for this project was never worthwhile
TORMENT i say.

church was OH SO COOL.
sunday school was great too!
i've learnt alot about prayer and intercessions.
(:

it's time to get some things done in this brand new year
although i do not really like to make resolutions,
( because, often i do not follow in accordance )
nevertheless, i felt a surge in my heart to at the least accomplished those that needs my attention.
i'll pen down a list pretty soon
watch out for it!

for now, it's time to head for my lecture books
got a test to study for.

GOODBYE

2007-01-20T00:38:00.000+08:00

JOKE OF THE DAY

i went to a girl's toilet.
Unbelievable, yet true.

i was at bukit merah library ,
idling my time away after my church meeting.
after much contemplation, i feel the need to do something concrete.
So, i got some books and magazines to read, check friendster and went blog hopping.

And then, it was at this crucial minute,
where my bladder was shwoing signs of bursting,
leaving me no choice but to head for the toilet.
and there it all happened.

i saw this sign that could help locate the toliet

absent mindedly, i step into the lady's
( i did not realise it at all; till.... )
i was searching for this

the picture is replusive, i know.

For a min, i thought to myself.
is there soemthing wrong with the toilet?
it was then i decide to double checked if i was in the wrong toilet

indeed, i was
i felt so embarrassed.
thank god none was in sight.
for if there was a particular someone,
i could not imagine how awkward it would be.

GEES!

-

was working on my project the entire morning
and therefore, i was late for my church meeting.

i'm agaitated.
all seems to be futile

tell me what should i do?

2007-01-19T19:07:00.000+08:00

BET YOU DIDN'T KNOW, DID YOU?

"Stewardesses" is the longest word typed with only the left hand and "lollipop" with your right. (Bet you tried this out mentally, didn't you?)

It's impossible to sneeze with your eyes open.

No word in the English language rhymes with month, orange, silver, or purple.

"Dreamt" is the only English word that ends in the letters "mt". (Are you doubting this?)

Our eyes are always the same size from birth, but our nose and ears never stop growing.

The sentence: "The quick brown fox jumps over the lazy dog" uses every
letter of the alphabet. (Now, you KNOW you're going to try this out for accuracy, right?)

The words 'racecar,' 'kayak' and 'level' are the same whether they are read left to right or right to left (palindromes). (Yep, I knew you were going to "do" this one.)

There are only four words in the English language which end in "dous":tremendous, horrendous, stupendous, and hazardous (You're not doubting this, are you?)

There are two words in the English language that have all five vowels in order: "abstemious" and "facetious." (Yes, admit it, you are going to say ... a e i o u)

TYPEWRITER is the longest word that can be made using the letters only on one row of the keyboard. (All you typists are going to test this out)

A cat has 32 muscles in each ear.

A crocodile cannot stick out its tongue. (but who really cares?)

A dragonfly has a life span of 24 hours.

A goldfish has a memory span of three seconds. (Some days that's about what my memory span is)

A "jiffy" is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second.

A shark is the only fish that can blink with both eyes.

A snail can sleep for three years. (I know some people that could do this too.)

Al Capone's business card said he was a used furniture dealer.

Almonds are a member of the peach family.

An ostrich's eye is bigger than its brain.

Babies are born without kneecaps. They don't appear until the child reaches 2 to 6 years of age.

Butterflies taste with their feet.

Cats have over one hundred vocal sounds.

Dogs only have about 10.

February 1865 is the only month in recorded history not to have a full moon.

In the last 4,000 years, no new animals have been domesticated.

If the population of China walked past you, 8 abreast, the line would never end because of the rate of reproduction.

Leonardo da Vinci invented the scissors.

On a Canadian two dollar bill, the flag flying over the Parliament building is an American flag.

Peanuts are one of the ingredients of dynamite!

Rubber bands last longer when refrigerated.

The average person's left hand does 56% of the typing.

The cruise liner, QE2, moves only six inches for each gallon of diesel that it burns.

The microwave was invented after a researcher walked by a radar tube and a chocolate bar melted in his pocket. (Good thing he did that)

The winter of 1932 was so cold that Niagara Falls froze completely solid.

There are more chickens than people in the world.

Tigers have striped skin, not just striped fur.

Winston Churchill was born in a ladies' room during a dance.

Women blink nearly twice as much as men.

get wild

2007-01-18T19:15:00.000+08:00

THANK YOU POOPS, for that wonderful dinner
and your consistency in blinking your eyes
i hope you enjoy ur cleo
for the world shall now be informed
that you are one such DUDE who reads CLEO.
LOL. LOL.

-

had a super duper long day at school today
and boy, i must say.
i'm pooped out.
what made things worst was that PSY lecture was kinda wishy washy
i could hardly articulate and relate to what the lecturer was trying to put across
and the many attempts of trying to reciprocate failed.

i blew my chance in meeting JIN PEI in sch today
SULKS*
it was Tp's open house
and she swung by together with the entire sec 4s
if only she was allowed to roam freely, then i would be able to meet her
its been aeons since we met each other
sighs. if only...

and then,
there was shan and carrie.
yet again, i did not have an opportunity to at the least
walked up to them and start a conversation
let alone a photo
sighs AGAIN. if only...

alrights. my rumblings will continue next time

till then, you have a good one

(:

2007-01-17T15:19:00.000+08:00

I love deadlines. I especially like the whooshing sound they make as they go flying by;

-

jesc:
thank you for tagging.
are you jessie?
i've learn to keep my posts short these days
no special reason though
hope that answers your query
(:

the amount of work is increasing.
i could see the IN tray
piling up
while the OUT - none

days are numbered and i'll begin the countdown

TP open house tomorrow!
i'm expecting to meet familiar faces in the campus
also, SHAN WEE & CARRIE CHONG is crashing TP
oh my gracious
i wish i could catch them in action
sadly, no i cant.

why cant TP follow RP and give their students a break during open house?

GEES.

2007-01-16T15:47:00.000+08:00

maybe its tragic, maybe its wrong, so is your blankstare in lieu of this song

-

second day of the week and i'm already zonked out.
with incomplete projects, upcoming quiz and tests, tight schedules,
life is an adrenaline rush!

i'm struggling to make ends meet.

fallen

2007-01-15T16:40:00.000+08:00

the going is tough, but the tough gets going

-

it's monday again.
and the blues have certainly caught up with me.

school has taken a toll on me thus far.
with endless projects to look forward to,
parents coming up with dumb and stupid curfews,
brother's sardonic attitude

i just lovvveee the way life is

2007-01-14T23:45:00.000+08:00

sunday morning, rain is pouring

-

sunday school was what I have been looking forward to
due to unforseen circumstances, ( i had food poisoning la, cant blame me right? )
i missed the first lesson last week.

i felt lost somehow
lesson 2 was actually a continuation of lesson one
SULKS

had lunch at KFC before heading down for church service
the usual, church was awe-inspiring!!
rising up as a warrior of light in the year of VICTORY;

ALSO, we had a new addition to the family!
praise the LORD!!

bishan J8 was next
headed to the library and WOW would be my one and only response
DAZZLING!

here comes the exciting part:
i bump into the ever hot and suave ( that was told to me by many girls ) - JOAKIM GOMEZ!!!
maybe he's a little less hotter than YEW HUAT
and he was tremendously tall
only an inch shorter than yao ming ( i supposed )

i yearn for his height

brand new week tomorrow
the thought of going back to school absolutely puts me off

2007-01-13T15:47:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY FILZAH!

she's one of the many who turn 18 this month
*sulks

-

my mum is showing me her attitude
and i abhors it.
GEES.
now, she just stormed off with no intention of buy me lunch
i'm HUNGRY!

speaking of which,
i will be heading down to benjipoops hse for some nice dinner
and i cant wait!
NO. not the food i'm thinking off.
the company!
nad, may ee, lin, yew huat and poops the man himself

i need time
god, just give me more time to do my projects
pls?

2007-01-12T15:07:00.000+08:00

i edit these pictures myself.
NICE?
i think it's breath taking man
LIME or maybe 8 days should flock to me for help
(:

it's friday again!
TGIF - thank god is friday!
and i can't wait for the weekends to swing by.

-

it's raining like cats and dogs again
chomp chomp for dinner was great
shared a plate of indian rojak with nad and matthew
great food with great company
AWESOME!

we proceed to nad's void deck and slack-ed our way through.
matthew could not stop bullying me
a flying cockroach was part of the clique too.

miles of smile filled the atmosphere

2007-01-11T14:03:00.000+08:00

i had a long day at school.
and boy, the rain was pouring like crazy

i made a grave mistake in my graded lab.
should have left what i wrote.
SHEESH.
whats done is done
i guess it's of no use to regret
right?

(:

-

i was super pissed today.
my mum was suppose to meet me for dinner.
then she told me the family had already ate
so i came home and went out alone for dinner
PATHETIC i know
but i have come to a point of realisation that been dependent wont do me good either

and for the record,
i ignored my mum and dad

COOL?